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Saturday, March 7, 2009

I am just ranting.

I'm tired.

So yeah, that's the gist of this. For the past month, I have been so busy with school works and blaaah. No really, they're just school works. You see, I am a communication arts major and my major subject for this sem is Broadcast Media..not RATIONAL PSYCHOLOGY. Although I'm partly to blame about this situation. I did not start early that's why here I am, tired and cramming. I have my reasons. Well, yeah they may be lame but hell, it's rational psych!I'm just really required to take it. Although yeah, it's an interesting subject. I like listening to philosophies and wisdom..but gosh, it's just really a burden to write two, yes two, not one, term papers for this subject! Funny, it's not my major but it pressures me the most. And I think, Maam Faye felt how tired we are this sem and she did not give us a really heavy requirement for our finals(Thanks, Ma!Love you!).

I had breakfast with Alvin awhile ago and we were talking about this. He's tired. We are all tired. He said this thing about,"naglalakad ako at hindi ko namamalayan, pabigat na nang pabigat yung dala ko..hindi ko na alam ano ang iiwan ko at dadalhin ko pa rin."

It's just really frustrating. Nakakainis na. Seriously. Everyone's on the verge of crying..and dropping this subject! Hindi naman talaga kami super stressed kung wala 'toh eh. Yeah, we have deadlines in line..requirements and all that but hey, it's fine because we know it's our field.But this? What the hell, di ba?

But yeah, it's life.
Nakakapagod lang talaga.
Sobrang nakakapagod na.
At nakakaiyak na.
Nakakasakit na sa feeling yung pagod.
Noon naman napapagod din ako eh. Pero iba 'toh.
Hay.

posted by Carmela @ 4:01:00 PM

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